scariest nightmare of my life

i just woke up from the scariest nightmare of my life.

it was the day they were releasing A level results, but they hadn't sorted out our individual certs and stuff so we were standing around looking at the notice boards they posted up showing the grade distributions for each subject (how many pple got A's & B's & C's, that kinda thing).

First notice board i saw was lit, there were 7 A's in the entire cohort... and i think about 20-something B's, but can't really rmb. then maths, the maths dept being guailan & extra as usual posted up names of the people who "improved" their grades (i.e. from prelims), didn't see anyone from arts there. though shaggy's name was on it; that's strange, how can you improve on a grade A alr? damn dream logic. that means 2 A's dashed alr.

geog being geog with only 3 teachers on the dept they hadn't got the charts out but i saw mr lee and ask him how was it - he refused to say anything but his face was pretty black. ooh. i didn't get round to finding the econs board. or, come to think of it, the GP or h3 boards. and then i think we heard something about the certs only being ready for collection on the next day. suspense ×10.

fuck me it was hell-scary. i was sweating all over when i woke up. and you guys know it's been pretty cold nights the past few days. woah i hope its not a recurring dream. and that it doesn't come true. oh man... (i hope i don't dream out my results tmrw. gaaah)