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This is just slightly under 5 hours before the pre-tour SNYO concert. If you count on the concert starting slightly late, it's just over 5 hours before the pre-tour concert. We're playing lots of pieces today. and it's scary. it's scary that we're so underprepared, and so raw. I hope we don't let Mr Lim down, he's been putting in all his heart into the competition and concert. argh. i suddenly feel ashamed of myself. i've been slacking all this while. If everyone put in more effort we'd be less drained after each rhsl. but there's no point getting pissed and criticising everything, cos that'll be going down the same path that RISE has gone. heck, i hate string ensemble, its irritating, it smacks of authority, where people "order" other people around like they aren't people but slaves.

For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder

anyway. this isn't supposed to be another RISE rant. i hope tonight's concert is good. so that we can all feel good again. yeah.